These are the reasons why I fear portions of them have been shared, but not the explanations of the rhetoric. I think portions of them have been shared or misinterpreted, I think it is better that they all be shared to clear the air. However I do not have access to them, or know where or how they are being shared at all. There should be many details on this blog that I have not shared with anyone.
- They are journals. They contained very personal information pertaining to me and others.
- Much of the narrative is phrased from exceptionally harsh, dark, or unsavory perspectives. (In the manner of writing villains.)
- There are issues related to obscuring time-frame. Casually made predictions that came true, if not understood in context, might appear to be fraudulent.
- Much of the 'writing' was intended to sound like it came from a perspective of the near future. ie: now.
- Personal, first-person justifications and defenses are skewed to sound miserable, fishy, and questionable, however thoroughly believable as possible perspectives.
- The breadth of subject matter makes the altered interpretations applicable to many of my current circumstances. They can easily be contorted to apply to current situations in the wrong hands.
- The concept of lying to discredit one's self is used. This was very thoroughly done, but described at points as usual.
- The journals were largely about skepticism, and the things that we say to almost subconsciously prevent ourselves from being disbelieved.
- Every juncture of describing personal goals included aspects of the tricky rhetoric. The idea of encoding it and tricking the reader never died.
- There is danger in that most things were obfuscation, but the one thing I did tell the truth about, with perhaps 2 or 3 exceptions: the predictions. As accurately as possible, and after a certain point especially, I described what I had and hadn't seen before. This was very important to the value of what the journals had to offer. It's important to note however that the reasons for the predictions were obscured and/or not always important.
Items Most Susceptible to Misunderstanding
The briefest way to share these is in flat out denials, because I am tragically being ousted from most discussions on the subject.- There are many points I have not discussed with anyone about these topics
- I wish to discuss them in more detail on this blog than anywhere else, but it will be difficult, as I do not wish to share all the personal details I did in my journals. However much of the rhetoric revolved around these personal events.
- I have not had a blog or online identity discussing these personal issues, or these topics. Until recently, I have limited my interactions on these topics to the rhetoric before a certain point.
- I did not ever plan on replacing my supposed psychological God with the idea that I was being recorded.
- This sounds hilarious or evil out of context, and it should. This idea was an entertaining notion that I never planned on carrying out or even pretending to carry out.
- There was no lesson to teach me on this matter, because I never planned on doing this. I never have done it. I never posted, shared, or spread anything of the sort.
- However far fetched it may seem, I believe that this would perhaps be an early motivation for actually carrying out activities where people spy on me to teach me a lesson. It would be the perfect plan to get away with playing such a prank on me.
- The more I demand that I am being spied on, the more it looks like I am playing the prank. The more I am despised for continuing to carry it out. It's a compounding problem where I am the victim.
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